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Offff course.

So i went out last night to the bar with Elle, Adam, Jake, and Mike.
It was fun. A nice band, lots of hot guys, my type of hot guys, and Elle got knocked out by Mike putting her in the choke hold. Hahaha. Niiiiice

So, got up, check the myspace.
And who leaves me a message?
Nicholas Ryan Carfield.

oooof course.


whats up kid. So i know its a few hours late but happ birthday. So its the big one huh heard its all downhill from here. Haha oh well make the best of this life. You dont wanna hear life lessons though. Hope you are doin good. Lemme know. Later.. Ps a new show kinda weird but u might like it.. Testees


I expected a happy birthday, but he wants to know how im doing.
Dude, isnapos;t everything just going to happen again.
Brit finds out weapos;re talking, even if the conversation is THIS minuscule, and demands that i disappear.
fun

Oh well. Although im totally confused, and worried, im really happy to hear from him.

So i told Billy that iapos;d be over there bfore i went to the bar to get some Spliff, and he was like "Oh you arent coming over after? Youre not staying the night?".
Even though i havent stayed the night there in, 2 weeks?
I told him if i got drunk enough i would come over.

So i went over there to get my shiz, and he disappeared upstairs.
Turns out he was laying down cuz his head hurt and he was like "Will you come rub it for me?"
::rolls eyes::
So i went and rubbed his head for him for a bit.

Itapos;s a nice comfy, friendship.
I guess.
Cuddling, sweetness, abuse, haha. I have the option if it goes anywhere, but i really dont want it to.
He even completely dropped Audrey.
I havent even seen her dog around.
But i didnt tell him to.
And ive made it quite clear that i dont want to fool around.
And he doesnt push.
Hes nice.
Its nice to be respected from a boy.

But im shallow and i want a hottie.
hahahahahaha.
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